perhaps

perhaps i could be a better person.
perhaps the situation forbid me to do that in the first place.

perhaps perhaps perhaps

perhaps i lost much of  any confidence i used to have.
i used to sashay along the streets thinking i owned the place staring deep down into the souls of complete strangers.
i dont even want to talk about now.

perhaps i need a confidence booster pill of some sort.
perhaps that'll do the job.