it's gone haywired.

im not makin sound decisions lately.

im screwing up my life

im planning to be more gracious and forgive mistakes.

im planning to consume any form of anger that will seep out of me.

that's just a plan.

the future awaits.

perhaps

perhaps i could be a better person.
perhaps the situation forbid me to do that in the first place.

perhaps perhaps perhaps

perhaps i lost much of  any confidence i used to have.
i used to sashay along the streets thinking i owned the place staring deep down into the souls of complete strangers.
i dont even want to talk about now.

perhaps i need a confidence booster pill of some sort.
perhaps that'll do the job.

consistency

a week without training and unhealthy eating habits are spoiling my plans.
i could do better.

accents are cool. i want to have too.

the presence of passion comes undying love.
but when it burns out, its all over.

日有所思，夜有所梦

being in dreams are really nice, so long as they arent horrific ones.


i'm kinda hooked on glee now, the singing and dancing and all.

threshold

there is always a limit to everything.
and we call that threshold.


I'm going to start a campaign solely against frogs - slimy bitches who love to jump into people's shoes.

JUNE

i can't wait for it to be over.
no joke.