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back from a 2 month hiatus.
nothing spectacular happened though.

rehabrehabrehab.
so important to take things nice and slow and just allow nature to take its course.

decisionsdecisionsdecisions.
have to say i'm making some silly ones lately.

smilesmilesmile.
a nice smile is really what attracts me the most. :)

3 months left and in need of some company.

my favourite korean X3

BoA ♥

脆弱的事实

手心是肉，手背也是肉。
但往往人都忘了肉是自己的。
伤到手，痛在心。

stop giving me choices

decision making is one of the toughest human thing in the world.

what happiness is

being happy is really simple.
you just need to learn to accept and appreciate whatever comes to you.

sweet dreams a beautiful nightmare?

i love to have nice dreams, well who doesn't?
however when you wake up and realise its all a dream, the feeling of the world crashing on you is too unbearable.
i want my dream back dreameater!

albeit a small flame, its still burning.

why are people these days so unfriendly?

claustrophobia

I'm feeling the lack of breathing space lately.

that lousy relationship

life depends on who we work for. and who we work with.

inertia

the resistance of an object to change its motion.

that's what im feeling now. it's that sort of reluctance to move. :/

it's gone haywired.

im not makin sound decisions lately.

im screwing up my life

im planning to be more gracious and forgive mistakes.

im planning to consume any form of anger that will seep out of me.

that's just a plan.

the future awaits.

perhaps

perhaps i could be a better person.
perhaps the situation forbid me to do that in the first place.

perhaps perhaps perhaps

perhaps i lost much of  any confidence i used to have.
i used to sashay along the streets thinking i owned the place staring deep down into the souls of complete strangers.
i dont even want to talk about now.

perhaps i need a confidence booster pill of some sort.
perhaps that'll do the job.

consistency

a week without training and unhealthy eating habits are spoiling my plans.
i could do better.

accents are cool. i want to have too.

the presence of passion comes undying love.
but when it burns out, its all over.

日有所思，夜有所梦

being in dreams are really nice, so long as they arent horrific ones.


i'm kinda hooked on glee now, the singing and dancing and all.

threshold

there is always a limit to everything.
and we call that threshold.


I'm going to start a campaign solely against frogs - slimy bitches who love to jump into people's shoes.

JUNE

i can't wait for it to be over.
no joke.

in a sea of people,

i noticed you.

so did you notice me?

lightning don't strike the same place twice

it is hard to see how life is going to map out in future.
hope obstacles don't come my way.

my 20th

it's another normal day with a special meaning to it.
no parties, no celebrations, just well wishes from friends all over.
not all of them remember though, but it's all right, more doesn't mean more happiness.
i'm blessed to be sitting here much alive and kickin'.

:) thx for all the well wishes. they are all gladly appreciated by me.

17MAY

i'm gonna start that day alone at probably 3 in the morning and be at home for the rest of the day.
sadly, its my bday.

M O.O DY

Things just doesnt feel right.

On the decline

It isnt nice to be choking on breath like this morning.
problem is my heart and lungs arent functioning as efficiently as before.
geez, wish this would change for the better quickly.

she looked back and smiled.

1,002,342,340 turns around the clock, and life remains a standstill.

talking about anything about work is senseless, i'm bounded and succumbed by merely tortured souls who ironically sit atop the hierarchy peacefully.

march and april was a month of mixed emotions with MANYMANY things happening; good ones bad ones sad ones happy ones angry ones. both months weren't too shabby, just that they didnt end well. when that happens, its always something to do with work.

resting is of an utmost priority now. period. i've been sacrificing the little things in life in exchange for that. i'm keeping my fingers crossed that this is a right move to make.

"if i had you, life would be a party, it'd be ecstasy"

Say NO to emotions.

Human beings love to complicate matters.
Matter of fact, life is simple.
But we tend to inject emotions into issues, turning them into what we call problems.
that's rather ironic for the more thought you put into a problem, it just seems to be more unbreakable.

visualise, throw all the emotions into a backpack, carry it and you find that it probably weighs heavier than a standard fieldpack.
yes, maybe its too much to handle.
but do not forget that backpack does not only carry emotions.

so live free or die hard.

Time consumed me.

It's frustrating how somethings just don't turn out the way you hoped and prayed for it to be.

I'll still be adrift at sea, with an 11 month anchor weighing me down.
Life is pretty much the same everyday, doing down to earth stuffs and still hating partying.

&
to sum it all up, I'm just sleep deprived.

hotworld.

{all around me are familiar faces
sweaty faces beaten faces

bright and early the sun just rises
going up there
going up there

hot world....
hot world...
hot worldddddddddddddd!}


the weather's bad,
the air is worse.
i just need a cold rush,
to calm my nerves.

:D

BoA is HOTness

The modern sun.

A day after he invented the light bulb.

He tried to invent the sun.

stretched and worked out,.

its nice getting to run after such a long time.