pointless rush?

'what's the rush for?' i questioned myself.

i reduced my pace.
my walk to the library turned into a stroll.

i walked to the library computer, took my time to think about whose book i felt like reading.
got the 2 books i knew about, although the second one came by luck.
ended up grabbing a third book that had a really nice cover.
the 4th book caught my eye and i decided to borrow it as well since it looks super new.

so now i have 4 books, planned schedules, an illness and very little time.

'what's the rush for?'