A question and some sort of an answer.

i was questioned ytd night. why your blog is all the emo-emo stuffs. and it is pointed out that i'm actually/probably holding on too tightly to the past. *shrugs*
well, im unsure about this.
Its not exactly a bad thing that i'm holding on to the past is it? at least that was a happy me then; one adjective i find it hard to be used on me lately. (well, im not exactly unhappy either. it's rather hard to describe.)
my past is too precious a thing to let go. at this moment, there is probably little for me to cling on to and have them etched deeply in my memories. no. nothing.