since then

ever since coming to this new camp, i've been feeling really sleepy and lethargic.
and im totally unmotivated, lazy and yadayada to get a gold for ippt this year.
after a run today, i realise my fitness level isnt up there and my ankle doesnt make life any better.

灰暗的世界

掉了

心疼的玫瑰　
半夜还开著　
找不到匆匆掉落的花蕊
回到现场却已来不及　
等待任何回音都不可得

微弱的风筝　
冬天里飘著　
回不去手中缠线的那个
没有蓝天　
又何必去飞　
怎么适合

黑色笑靥掉了　
雪白眼泪掉了　
该出现的所有表情瞬间掉了
瞳孔没有颜色　
结了冰的长河　
回忆是最可怕的敌人

故事情节掉了　
主角对白掉了　
该属于剧中的对脚戏也掉了
胸口没有快乐　
断了翅的白鸽　
不枯萎的藉口全掉了

曾经唱过的歌　
分享过的笑声　
在心中不断拉扯
想念不能承认　
偷偷擦去泪痕　
冬天过了还是会很冷

stained by green.

i'm living in a greengreen world; so very green.

“想你的时候就像掉进一个黑洞...”

yet again

injury hit again.
its the same old ankle.
overstretched i guess.
luckily recovery rate seems extremely hopeful.
almost missed mp pop rehearsal, almost couldnt take part in monday's pop.

but money flew out of my grasp again.
- i missed ippt bcos of the injury.
and at a time when i believed gold actually was a possibility.

section outing after a tiring day

the excessive manual labour we carried out spoilt most of our mood. a planned section outing almost gone up in dust. nevertheless it still happened and it was a happy night. but not everyone was present though. and i personally needed time out rather then keeping myself from flaring up at home.
i missed the last train for the first time ever, but luckily jason was kind enough to turn back and fetch me home. let pictures do the talking courtesy of a-a-a-aaron.

the excessive manual labour we carried out spoilt most of our mood.
a planned section outing almost gone up in dust.
nevertheless it still happened and it was a happy night. but not everyone was present though.
and i personally needed time out rather then keeping myself from flaring up at home.
i missed the last train for the first time ever, but luckily jason was kind enough to turn back and fetch me home.

let pictures do the talking courtesy of a-a-a-aaron. (oh nvm the add image icon isnt accessible check back nxt time)

education

we all receive eudcation.
yet education separates us.
more often than not, even discrimination occurs.
so is education actually helpful in our social circle or not?

it just wasnt my week.

'i missed a chance on getting some free money again.
why must things always be this close?

'the weather was horrendous.
HOTHOTHOT.


'True colours shine through over time.
mine has shone as well, probably.


'setbacks push you deeper down the abyss.
determination pull u our of there.

im determined to shine, but my guts went missing.


'shag week awaiting. im looking for the better.