end of 2007.

this year didnt went well...
did too many things that caused HUGE regrets in 2007...
lets hope for something better in the new year.
weiqing wasnt a good boy this year.

...

new year countdown ltr @ dteast.
but sadly i cant go out to celebrate with my friends.
someone asked me about deciding factor.
i replied "mom"
every family have its own rules. i'll be glad if ppl can understand that.
bsides there's also a hidden factor.
HW.
yes despite chionging em this few days, im still way bhind schedule.
so even if my mum allowed, i'll probably think a thrillion times abt goin out.

well hurts feelings eh?
shant brood abt this then.

in advance to all,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

farewell 07.
comeon 08 baby!

i suddenly felt like blogging now. cos of ym and yc.
they talked abt friendship.
yes how great friendship is.
it feels great to be with ur friends.
but as i grew older and knew more people, i find that these new friends of mine arent some safe people u wish to be with in times of crisis.
sitting in sakura restaurant, i felt that these people were the bestest friend i could ever hope for.
i didnt had any worries about backstabbing or whatever. everyone was chatting happily away. as i glanced across the 2 tables, i realised that each and every one of them had helped me tremendously during my p sch days.
its really touching to still kip in contact wif ppl i have known for such an effin long time.
and when i departed from qiaonan, to a whole new environment, there was this whole gang of ours, who still gathers tgt to play bball every nowandthen, lunch tgt.
but this grp of people jus gets smaller and smaller. pretty sad eh.
well no matter what kind of people i have to face in the yr to come, i know that i still have these trustworthy friends to fall back on in the end. and im not goin to take any one of em for granted ever again. cos i really owe these people big time.

photos. finally they are here.

bloody hell, they left me out of this pic.

and these

...

and these...

still no me.lol.

in Sakura.

i assumed everyone was goin to look happy and smile. so i decided to attract attention and act fierce lol. and i regretted my move. -.-

after the meal we chiong photos.

woohoo SAKU! saku335@hotmail.com lol.

and this was taken @ last yrs gathering. pretty pathetic ryt? i wonder wad lynette gt in that BIGGG bag of hers. its like so BIGGGGG la. and we're just there for gathering @ eastpoint. lol. not like go overseas ryt? lol.

wow its been a while since having pictures @ my blog eh. well courtesy of ym that these photos can be up. :)

merry xmas.

merry xmas ppl. yes it has been some time since i last blogged. cos my monitor aint workin.(and sadly it still ain't workin now. )

6/1 gathering. class of 2002.
falling on 23rd dec, our class gathering was a fruitfull one. we got the biggest gathering since the chlet that we had or mayb the yr @ ym house.
the feeling was great, well most of us were still the same old looks, just that the stature wasnt the same. well, the greatest shock that we all had. was to see chuping slim down so much. but i had known he had slimmed down earlier so the astonishment wasnt that great. many didnt recognise sophia but well, shes still the same what just that she got the tons of makeup on her face. lol.

just to filll in some statistics, the meal cost a whooping total of abt $779. thats cos we had 26 ppl present. its rather depressing though that ppl like mslim irving zhenfu fadhli ahmad cewanne mingyue elizabeth and all wasnt able to make it.

after the meal took some pics tgt, then the rest went to ym house for camping. while the i went home wif ben aaron jiexing lynette. its sad that i missed the post gathering. but well there's always nxt yr.


its christmas and im sick. damm. tc ppl schools restarting ard the corner.

yes the injuries are history. but pain still lingers in my right pinkie.

and yes i've broken my 0 game streak. woohoo. in a game yday wif acjc, i scored 5. got a few rebounds and 1/2 assists. i guess im improving abit. but obviously i need to improve more. and we lost the game 40-27. and dats probably due to the fact that the cot was wet and it was dangerous.


hmmm i hate wet weathers.

im recovering from a series of injuries.
left shoulder sprain.
bruised knees.
sprained ankles(note it is ankleS)
sprained or broken little pinkie finger.

COM was down on tuesday kinda decided to down on my bro and i during the final stages of reformating. that kept me away from the com for 5 days. and i either slept throughout the day, or watch tv. and im quite addicted to sleeping now. im still testing for any visible problems for my com.

whoever have photoshop CS,CS2,CS3, please tag and i will attempt to borrow it. same goes for the latest office wadeva it is. thanks in advance.


a number of holiday homework still remain. GP project, GP essay, physics Keepintouch, chem work, chem on9 learning, some maths qns. well i'll work on it.



RAINRAIN go away come again another day.

i felt it come back. no. im positive it came back. though it was just briefly, im content it came back.
the feeling. the bonding with the ball. the isolation from my surroundings.
damm i love the feeling. though mayb others will feel im like a solo kid.


just to add the white adidas shirt guy sux la pls. make us lose.

FCUK the white adidas shirt guy, save the world.

JUST LIKE YC SAID, I NEED TO BUFF UP.

Its December already. and it seems that my holiday homework have clearly became the untouchables, cause i'm seriously isolating them. within the next few weeks im going to get my new specs, get my clothes for the CNY. (cause next year is clearly going to be a rush.)

im feeling lethargic. and i reckon my blog viewers are too. cos this skin is seriously... i shall bring in colors to my life. and once again bask in the glory.

soon after, i shall and i will unleash the MVP in me. trust me, i just need more time.

hi.
it had been a really physically demanding week for me. though its just matters of wednesday thurs and fri (today). well, for the first time, in my entire bballing history, my legs couldnt take it and i went for the layup and in the air it happened. O.O. oo so that's what it feels like to have cramps.

oh yes, wednesday was the match with YJC. im pleased to meet weiqing from KCP. he's quite a great guy. but the tormental rain decided to keep falling and their TIC had to call the match off.
thursday(yesterday) played against SRJC. the team sucks. and their toilet oso suck. i wonder why schools dun take much notice to the provision of GOOD sanitary facilities. i just dun get it. lol. back to SRJC. the ppl wan to fight but we won using the ball. yes i guess that shall sum up the match.

today had trg. some footwork practices, shooting practises( which my side lost and had to run 8 rds), free throw which 16 ppl couldnt even get 6 in.( yes had to run again.) had 5v5 and that was when i cramped up. then was running again. which i seriously couldnt finish.

well, im proud to say i've shown commitment to train up and my fitness level. but well, progress is weak. i need to push myself harder.

till then, have a nice day.

i better get well soon man.
got matches with YJC and SRJC tml and day after.

flu flu go away
but dun ever come again another day.

another day i wished i have had better

22/11/07
that's the day my school played away to MJC.
we lost by 5. 68-63.
about 4 yrs have past since i last played a competitive game. the last one where i featured >1min was this friendly match with duno what team when i was sec1/2.
well experience really counts. and i had little. probably that got over me and explained my substandarded performance.
0/2 from the field. amazingly i didnt attempt many.
a few rebounds around 4-5.
and amazingly >5 turnovers. 0.0
omfg. tell me that didn't happen.
now worse of all, to top it all, i sprained my left ankle. a slight one. and is feeling pain in my abdomen, hopefully it ain't something serious like hernia or anything like dat. we'll see how it goes tomorrow.

yesterday, Internet was down. and i got seriously no idea what to do at all. was bored man. but today miraculously, i repaired whatever damage that occured. lol. and MIO tv is in the house haven had time to explore it yet. guess i do it tomorrow or sumthing.

dinner now. will blog again some other day.

im back.

oh my, i got no idea what got me blogging again. probably is the feast that i have feasted just earlier today. wahahaha. wolfing down the table-full of food, i wondered just how long i didnt had such a sumptuous meal.

REWIND/
PW is finally over. every single bit of it. we shall now wait for the results.

holiday lessons are finally over. every single lesson. we shall now wait for the new year.

apart from these good stuffs, i just rode on some bad luck recently. here's what happened.
i pracitcally missed a day of holiday lesson, and some many days of fun.

just last thursday, the gastric flu virus decided to invade my immune system creating havoc. the superduperultra pain in the stomach was totally unbearable. hot water treatment, medicine just couldnt work out. well, time solved every problem of mine. some 3/4 days ltr, i began to feel better. this ordeal took my precious 2 kg away. luckily my appetite came back real fast and now im 60 again. well doesnt really matter.

CCA resumed. missed monday's trg cos i aint well yet. thursday's was practically a torture. i kept coughing non stop and had a rather bad headache. couldnt really concentrate. both 5v5 games were bad. couldnt manage a rebound. but well got a shot in in both games. well tomorrow is going to be a better day, i shall improve my performance on tuesday. and thursday would be the match against mjc. well i hope everyone is going to learn something on that day.

had class chalet on wednesday. wasnt fun, well mayb except for the singing part. lol. bah enough of this. had a bloody hard time finding the highly camoflauged chalet.

and for all those who still haven heard of my new url, which i will only post images i have created, here is the url! www.cwqube.blogspot.com

siewlong's ugly artwork.:P

i got no idea why, but this guy just asked me to post his ugly work on9. and he says on paper, it looks brilliantly pretty. but on the com it aint wad he expected it wud turn out to be. well in my opinion i wud say those are jus excuses.

well, for his bravery im gonna give him a check. but for the artistic talent, im gonna give him a no. im sry i'm gonna be really critical now. its "Singapore got Talent" not singaporeans are brave. but wadeva it is enjoy the piccy.

lol ok some real comments. the legs arent drawn really ncie enough and so is the right arm work on it ah long.

grades!

ok actual promo grades are out.
Maths-A
GP-C
Chem-B
Physics-C
Econs-D

well i guess i have the gods to thank for such grades as my promo exam grades arent really great.

GP - E
Chem - C
physics - B
Econs - E
Maths - A

my mid yrs are worse. so well i've improved? i tink? well, PW is on the line now. guess we'll all be working on it.

Looking back.

the past just sprung up on me after i went out the last 2 days.
on saturday, i went to my grandma's bday dinner. somewhere near tiongbahru. upon seeing my relatives, i realised it had been quite a while since i last saw them. things have changed. the adults looked more frail, the kids grew up. i stood outside the restaurant and stoned. i suddenly felt lost. things have changed so much and why did i only notice it now? anyway the dinner sucked. service was poor, and yet they had the cheek to charge 10% for their service.

backtrack. on the way to the restaurant, was when i started to think. we passed by Spore Expo. the carpark was full as though parking was free. my dad commented in amixture of hokkien and chinese. look at the number of cars. the amount of road taxes paid by the owners of the cars from this carpark itself are all paid to the government. see how rich the government could get? even if each car owner just needs to pay a dollar. it could mount up to this huge amount of money which can be used to help the needy.

service taxes, road taxes, gst, they were here to solve economical problems. but why is the percentage rising? have problems been solved? well mayb yes. but more problems have arised too. the PAP was not what it used to be. a profit minded government is what makes up singapore today. probably im still too young to see what the government is actually doin. but well what i know is that people are voting for the PAP because they feel PAP are more reliable.
ok enough said. lets continue.

along ECP. 630pm. i gazed at the azure sky. wow how pretty i thought. well, i thought again. could it get any prettier? then the highway reached the city area. skyscrapers blocked out the sky. i see the sky no more. just how concrete can the world be? can't we just stop developing at such a dangerous rate and add on to our everlasting environmental problems? afterall, once the Earth breaksdown, you are goin to lose everything you've got.

fastfoward, back to the restaurant. finished the meal, and it was after 10. didn't had a happy meal. cos it really sucked. lol. i guess the only consolations were that, i had a meal with my family and there was this pretty girl dining there too. haha.

well i've rambled too much. i'll stop the day here.

yesterday. went to bballing! haha. manymany people came. 13. sadly, hsinghan and yeechien decided not to come.
well the day was funny, played full court ball, and then this guy asked if he can join. guess what, our gangster 5(jh) said"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" lol. lol
lol. but well, that guy still managed to join us in our next game. and i got no idea why. another champion thing one of us did was, to snatch the ball away from this guy wen we were like shooting around. and guess wad this champion of ours said? he said he never take properly. lol!
yes he is maomao elmer. wahahaha. i missed th days when we dominated the court. people challenged us, we played against them, we won with our heads held high. u know the feeling was great. but now, we took such a long time to sink the final 3. so long that some kids said " wa so hard meh" damm i didnt hear that if not i sure suddenly on form de.


tomorrow will be the day. the day we get back our papers. our hard work for promos will all be shown on the results.
for now, i guess i nid a break, probably go ot more often if i have the money sponsorship.

hmm, i guess i need to cherish the people around me more. especially the ones i love.


"Cherish an opportunity. Cherish your life."

since im already here to link patrick, i shall blog.
hmm, well nothing has happened much recently.
not much that i can blog about here.
PW wr is due in like 6 days time. and here we are still in the midst of promos.
time, that's what we nid. timetimetime. having pw mitin this friday. certainly we mus get everything done by then and start workin on our op. dry runs from 24-26 oct!

breakdown of the promo days.

had 4 papers already. not bad. papers which i had confidence over didnt came out well. econs proved to be a killer for me once more. the other time i was shivering bcos it was too cold. this time i shivered cos my stomach too pain. lol. jus had physics some hours ago. was not bad. quite straightfoward. tml is maths. and thurs will be chem and promos will reach its end. wow finally after so long. for now, my promotion depends on my econs results. although i tink i onli nid 9% of the marks which is around 4.95/55? to promote but god wonders what sort of "miracles" might happen.



the one thing worse than/equivalent to death: loneliness.

What's wrong with the world?

burma riots. im sure u ppl have heard about it. earthquakes ard phillipines, indonesia. i guess u ppl have heard about it as well. why conflict when there is always peaceful resolution?

why mus everyone study and not slack? cos if everyone slack, there will be no competition right?

and i got no idea why im gettin into a bad mood easily these days. haha. jus 4 more days of exams. break times over. seriously. for once. i guess i will jus study with my heart jus like how i did in the past.

"time really doesnt wait. a lost opportunity will never be retrieved."

i noticed u. did u notice me?
sometime, i jus wished to read ur mind.

went to mdmtoh chalet yday.

didnt really had much to do. and we watched the alst episode of 7pm show.

then went to eat.

and then went arcade.

played the bball thing as usual and recorded my best score of 342. at least i rmb my previous was like 325? then we caught 2 of our ppl lookin at a girl. sick childs. lol.

then went to play this card game that yauho brought. MUNCHKIN!

it is actualli a very fun game. but yday was like my bad day. cos each time i kicked the dungeon door, im cursed. so im like cursed till i had 9 curses infront of me. well that is alot. taking into account that i had lose 3 lvls with me and i nid 10 lvls to win the game. and im stucked at lvl 1.
baddaybadday!

reached home at ard 1130. missed survivor. zzz. and i didnt win the game. zzz. mus have used up all my luck at the bball machine. lol.

all the best mjcians for ur promos nxt wk.

as for me, promos are up nxt wk for gp. so its really mugging business now.

its been awhile.

sry people. its been quite sometime since i last blogged. been too busy i guess. and i got nothing inspirational to blog about anyway.

yesterday had service learning. we had a walkathon around tampines north neighbourhood. was quite boring but well, nevertheless the event was still meaningful. taking the old folks out for a walk is seriously what they need after being blocked off from the outside world.
the day started out fine, but well it rained soon after we started the walk but well, we still carried on walking.
soccer was after the walk and man the sun was hot baby. got me quite a tan. and i love the tan!

something to add about service learning, well we ought to do service learning with our hearts and not to just think about the hours. sl was made compulsory to allow us to rmb the need to service our community and not only care for the single you. well, mayb this thought is what distinguishes between the good at heart and the evilness of hearts. yes.

another interesting thing is that there was this gorgeous looking girl and then some guys were talkin about it. but alas it turned out to be bryan's primary sch mate. the irony of it all is that bryan don't rmb he had a friend like her. lol. sometimes the world is really small and destiny plays a huge role in it.

promos are just round the corner! mug hard weiqing. u need that motivation.


"a lonely silhouette awaiting someone to provide it with colours"

it stops here.

first of all, i will like to thank all who are present today to play bball.
this certainly has got to be the last time this huge group of us gather to play bball until our promos are over.
didnt got me long to get back a little touch. but well i've deproved.
something new, alan and elmer just became the new members of the touch rim gang! lol.
rim rockers of the day were aaron and jh! woosa!
now we can grab the rim! some months down the road, we might be able to dunk. XD


had service learning yday, was quite boring actually cos wad we could do was limited. there are too many photos to put up la. so lazy. eh might make a photoalbum of some sort then put there.

the next big thing would be promos! yes, i shall mug hard. shall get good grades den can become ogl! and the first thing im gonna do as ogl will be spot for cute girls. muahahaha! lol.

till then, byebye.

i'm reminded of the past.

Happy teachers day! :D
yes and its becos of teachers day dat i got to see my old mates again.
and saw one old fren dat i haven seen for like 4 years. dats zhiyong.

aniwae the gatherin between sec sch frens wasnt exactly exciting. but im still happy dat we met.
there were many emo moments probaly brought out by me, especially dat of wilson. lol. and there was yy quieter than usual. its weird u know. aniwae if im not wrong, ydae was the biggest gathering we had this year.

the weather is getting hotter, stuffier. so hot and stuffy that i cant quite catch my breath.

i shoot, i miss. basketball, soccer all the same, i will miss. is this a matter of precision or accuracy? god knows. deteriorated skills force me into quitting basketball, but looks like its too late to even quit this cca and join another one and hope that i can have some achievement from it. its quite impossible really.

and i wonder why humans like to do things to harm themselves. china. building a manmade sun? comn u cant even conquer the real sun yet. osama, knowing that terrorism will get him into deep shit, yet still commit the 9/11 and now is hiding his ass in the mountains? well, man. thats a tough species to break.

well one week break is up. but im gonna get all my stuff straight. studies, pw, life. after this week, no more nonsense. for now, i shall sit back and take a step at a time.



"in the distance, i saw my cute little tortoise.
in the distance, i saw all of us together.
in the distance, i saw me lively & crappy.
in the distance, i saw the ball go through the hoop."

goin blind

well, i guess it is about time i go blind. i ahd been basking my eyes with the monitor light from 1pm liao looking onli at black and white screen. yes finally i finished the written report at 1030. but still i forgot to write the implications. computer really can make one berserk i guess. anyway campus superstar 2 is over! shawn is the winner. i guessed it was him long ago.
guess ill go gaming awhile den slp liao. ciao

im back.

sorry for not blogging, well i was muggin for all the tests last week. so results was practically shit this time round. got owned for chem(lol) lost 20 marks. but well, i tot i wouldnt be doin any better aniway. didnt do well for maths too, carelessness really plays a key roll in whether one will do well or not. yes i was damn careless. econs was also shit but i knew it would be shit, cos i was really too cold to write out my answer that day. well practically shiverin, and lost control of my nervous system. but the interesting fact is that i still passed. wow talk about being lucky.

well, i got a whole written report to do tml. so aint got much time really.
cya.


" i've pludged down a gorge so deep that i do not know if i will ever see the light again"

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Bad hair day

i got a bad day because of my hair. yets its getting way to frustrating to keep this hair long. so i went to cut it myself jus now. the fringe is still an obstacle. cause with it i cant seem to concentrate on studying. oh well, that brings me to blgging about my study. i cant seem to do any apgp questions. (gawd im so freakin dead there is a test tml X.X)
next point im feeling weak in the knees. the left one to be exact. and its nothin to do with butterflies in the stomach or flying pigs. it jus goes all weak wen i bend it.
tomorrow is goin to be a long day. so happy beearlied bday elmer. :)

finally i went out.

The destroyers
the banner
the starting of destroying
gab seems rather delighted with his masterpiece:/
bryan another destroyer.

ok that's about all the pictures i'm gonna post for today. pics taken on national day celebrations.

now for some reason, i jus get tired all easily. guess i should be training more physically. afterall, doin well in exams require a fit body to survive the long process anyway.

well i guess im deteriorating. im just not getting successful in my life. my nafa is on the brink of failing with 2 of the most feared stations awaiting me tommorow. and i get all tangled up in this world of mine. (damn shudnt have gone to tm) well, at least i got something done today at least returned yy is racquet. wow at last.

well today is kind of a couple day eh. saw 3 of my coupled friends. lol. one didnt even bothered to wave. lol. *ehem* nv mind we don't blame him aniway. its way to embarassing to aknowledge ur friends sometimes. i have this kinda feeling too. lol.

and yes. hope elmer likes his present. though someone say it lacks sincerity. its jh's idea aniwae. lol.

"each step i take weighs me down even more. yet im not getting down to earth."

1st Post! :)

haha! my first post at this url.

made this skin myself, refering to codes from other bloggers. i cant get a better background im sorry to say i made that. lol. cos my version of photoshop cant support some really pretty brushes.

well, a change of url, a change of direction in life maybe?
however the future unfolds, i shall just take everything a step at a time.
somehow, i have the "get back to basics" feeling.

ok behold a new me. and i'll promise to blog more often. (:

"awoken from my slumber"